hey! my name's Mindy. i'm 18, and i'm a freshman at wright state university majoring in social sciences education. yup, that's right, i'm going to grow up to be mr blevins. haha :) lol i'm not really in anything here, except classes. bleh. lol i like partying, and hangin out. :) i'm taken by the most wonderful boyfriend ever...jairo...:"> te amo mucho jairo!
   

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11.9.2004
update...

my weekend...it was good. i liked it. friday, i went home...well, me and my parents went out to waffle house for dinner. it was good. saturday, early, jairo came over. he pet my cats :) lol. then we went to kings island for most of the day. we are together again :-D we went to the movies around 5ish, to see the grudge. it was good....scary. lol. after that we went to megan's b/c she was having a party. we got there around 7ish. nobody was there! megan got there like 2 hours later. and then david manning got there. there was 140 dollars worth of alcohol there! isn't that crazy? well, jairo left, and only me, megan and david there for the longest time. then david king came over for like an hour. megan m. and shelly came around 230ish. that's when i went to sleep. sunday was work. then after work, me and jairo rode rides for the last time this season. i got a cool tshirt and waterbottle. lol. then i had to wait FOREVER for all the damn rides to get to the office so i could go home. i didn't get back to school until late monday night. well, i have to go to an experiment now...NO MORE HISTORY CLASS!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! ok i had to get that out...oh...and i'm no longer in colorguard. :( oh well. later everyone!

Posted at 11/9/2004 12:35:27 pm by krumbin04
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10.26.2004
long ass survey

1. Name?  mindy                    2. Birthday?   february 3, 1986 3. Nicknames?  mindy lou, minder, missy, midy 4. Most Embarasing moment?   hmm, i dunno 5. Weirdest dream?  i have a lot of them, none that i can remember right now 6. What do you want to be? well, i am going to school to be a high school history teacher...i hope that works out...     7. Favorite Candy?   snickers, dark chocolate 8. Favorite Movie?   ghost 9. Favorite Song?   kiss from a rose, seal, unchained melody 10. Favorite T.V. show?   saved by the bell lol              11. Favorite Scent?   curve for guys mmmmm....actually, mostly just guys in general 12. Favorite Body Part?   shoulders 13. Favorite Food?   Chicken, mac and cheese 14. Favorite drink?   sunkist, code red mt dew 15. Favorite Flower?   carnations...pink 16. What is the best type of jellybean?  strawberry daquiri 17. Do you like vegitables?   depends 18. Whats the most daring thing you have done?  have a party at my house with the thought that my grandma was going to stop by...and also, my sister was there 19. Whats the most romantice things you have done?  hmm i don't know..but i will do something romantic.. 20. Whats the scariest thing that has ever happened to you?   hmm, i'm not sure, i went to a haunted house on friday, that was pretty scary 21. The most exciting thing?   hmm, i am in color guard again! that's pretty exciting :) 22. What is the nicest thing you have done?  hmm, i dunno....i'm not a very nice person.... haha 23. Meanest?   hmm, i dunno....i'm not a very mean person 24. Have you ever smoked?  i have tried a cigarette, a VERY long time ago...never again 25. Drank?  lol, why do you even ask that one? 26. done drugs?  NEVER 27. Stolen anything?  nothing big, just stuff from my sisters and such 28. Wore a thong?  yes, all the time        29. Stripped for someone?  nope 30. Had sex?  No         31. Line danced?   sure 32. Dirty danced? No…   33. Licked someone?   yep 34. Licked someone and enjoyed it too much?   no 35. Kissed someone of the same sex?   No 36. Done MORE then kiss some one of the same sex?   no 37. EW 38. How do you like your potatoes cooked?  mashed 39. How do you like your eggs?  over easy 40. Do you like green eggs and ham?  I loved the book when I was young 41. What is the best gift you have ever recieved? a teddy bear, which i sleep with every night. i also REALLY liked the 2 bracelets and the koala, but i like the teddy bear the most. :) 42. Who was it from?   jairo 43. If you could change your self in just one way what would it be?   to have a really good memory and be awesome at guard 44. What word most describes you?   bleh 45. Who sent you this survey?  i stole it from jess's blog 46. What word most describes them?  she says boring, even tho i would discribe her as hilarious and great to be around (even tho that's not one word) 47. What is the coolest word ever?   bitches..especially when it's coming from an extremely gay guy 48. What is the greatest saying? hmmm idk 50. The stupidest?  I shall call him verde….. yeah i agree with jess lol 51. Do you believe in ghosts?  yes who doesn't? On family: 52. Are your parents married?  yes 53. to each other?  Yeah, crazy, huh? 54. Do you have any siblings?  4....3 are my full siblings...my brother has a different dad 55. How old are they?  19   what rank are you (oldest youngest middle?)    Youngest 56. do you get along with them? For the most part     what about with your parents?  For the most part 57. When you get in trouble do you yell back?  yeah most of the time 58. Have you ever been grounded?   yeah my dad is the grounding machine 59. For how long?  all different lengths of time 60. What type of housing do you have?  A ranch 61. Does your family do things together?  Once in a blue moon 62. Do you eat together?  no, i don't even live with them anymore, for the most part, anyway 63. do you talk at dinner?  When we have dinner yes 64. Do you tell your parents about your relationships?  i tell my mom, but not in great detail, like, me and so and so made out and he did such and such to me and i did such and such to him 65. Would you if they asked?   yes 66. Do you have any pets? yes, like a billion cats 67. what is your fondest childhood memory?  being a kid 68. What is your worst? i don't know            69. What was your favorite toy as a child?  my pound purry pillow, that my mom threw away! 70. whens the last time you hugged one of your parents?  The last time i saw my mom i did....i never hug my dad. actually, i don't even remember the last time i did. On Friendship: 71. Name some of your friends:  jess, sarah, megan, amber, jairo, adam, mandee, vanessa, lauren, michael, justin, gina, jenna, tom, marcia, etc 72. Who have you known the longest? sarah 73. talk on the phone to?  sarah, megan occasionally, jairo 74. Shop with?  practically all of them 75. Tell secrets? a lot of them 76. gossip with?  most of them, probably 77. joke with?  all of them 78. cheer you up?  all of them 79. flirt with?  jairo, michael, justin, tom, all the guys, actually..i like to flirt 80. give advice?  who is the worst and whos the best? : any of them 81. driver?   Worst: mandee   best: i'm not sure.. 82. Singer?   worst: me    best: mandee (i'd hope so, since that IS her major and all) 83. Dancer?  worst: again, me   best: amber 84. Complementer?  worst:  …     best: jairo 85. host? michael cleans up for me..haha 86. Who is the sloppiest?  mandee               87. the neatest?  idk 88. the nicest?  All of them        89. The cutest (of opposite sex)  the cutest, all of them are pretty cute, but i do have to admit that michael is adorable with those dimples that i could just stare at for forever (inside joke) 90. The most flirtatious?  most of them 91. Has the cutest smile? michael 92. The sexiest voice :  jairo, his accent drives me crazy (in a good way) lol 93. Best dressed?  guys...jairo, girls..amber 94. Most athletic? sarah, amber, michael, most of them actually 95. If you HAD no choice and had to pick one of your friends to have sex with who would it be?   well this question really puts you on the spot... no i'm not going to answer it 96. Have you ever kissed any of your friends?  yes, jairo 97. Why?  b/c we went out 98. Did you enjoy it? yeah.. 99. who is the most perverted of your friends?  every last one of them 100. The most innocent?  ha 101. Who can not lie?  Not sure 102. whos the best lier?  Not sure 103. Who tells it like it is?  mandee, jess, sarah, megan, most of them, really 104. Is this a good or bad thing?  good 105. Who do you think masterbates the most?  the guys, i'm sure....every last one of them 106. Ew....i didnt actually want to know : than don’t ask… but trust me I rather not know either 107. which friend reminds you most of the gilligan island cast? Gilligan? : idk skipper? :idk the professer? idk Mary-Ann? idk Ginger? idk MR. Howl? idk Mrs. Howl? idk that was the most stupidest question ever 108. what is gilligans last name?   ??? 109. which of your friends are the weirdest?  It’s a tie between everyone 110. The saddest?  mandee 111. The moodiest?  marcia 112. The happiest? amber 113. Have you ever liked one of your friends?  yes 114. What is the funnest game to play with friends? idk... 115. What is the stupidest?  Not sure 116. which friend is the biggest player?  i'm not sure 117. the most honest?  I think most of them are honest w/ me ~ Basics ~ 1.* time now:  307 am 2.* date:  October 26, 2004 6.* location: dayton ohio 7.* age: 18 8.* grade: freshman in college 9.* school: wright state university 10.* school colors: green and gold 11.* eye color: hazel 12.* hair color:  brown 13.* height: 5'5 14.* shoe size: 8 to 9 15.* hobbies: guard, hanging out, parties, etc   ~ Family ~ 16.* dad’s full name and age:  john sherman krummen II..40 i believe, about to turn 41 17.* mom’s full name and age: venus maria wibbels schewe blust krummen...42 i believe 18.* any siblings: yes 19.* their names and ages:  james william blust..23, sherri lee krummen..17, erin lynn krummen..14, samantha jo krummen...13 20.* how many nieces: one 21.* how many nephews: none 22.* how many aunts and uncles: one aunt, 2 uncles 23.* how many cousins: real...3   ~ Friends ~ 24.* best friend(s): Girls: sarah, jess, amber .Boys: michael, jairo, adam 25.* best eyes: michael's are pretty, jairo's are dark and i like that a lot 26.* best hair: amber 27.* best smile: haven't we had this question before? michael 28.* most athletic: this question is also a repeat...most of them, actually 29.* most creative: jessica 30.* most daring: a lot of them 31.* most hyper: all of them 32.* most outgoing: most of them 33.* most likely to become a doctor: amber is going to be a nurse...does that count? 34.* most likely to cry at movies: mandee 35.* most likely to sky-dive: michael 36.* most likely to talk to strangers: most of them 37.* clumsiest: me 38.* craziest: all of them are pretty crazy 39.* funniest: all of them, or they wouldn't be my friend 40.* loudest: sarah 41.* oldest: michael 42.* tallest: michael 43.* has the longest first name: tie between jessica, michael and vanessa   44.* has the longest last name: justin kalnicky 45.* has the most pets: i'm not sure 46.* has the most siblings:  again, not sure 47.* wears the most jewelry: amber 48.* wears the most rings:  amber 49.* talks on the phone the most: amber 50.* is an “angel”: not sure 51.* is a “princess”: not sure   ~ Favorites ~ 52.* actor: don't know 53.* actress: julia roberts 54.* animal: shih poo 55.* Bath & Body Works scent: apple 56.* board game: monopoly 57.* candy: snickers 58.* car: corvette 59.* car color: matallic blue 60.* color: pink or blue 61.* day: Saturday 62.* Disney character: minny mouse 63.* Disney movie: bambi 64.* Doritos: nacho cheesier   65.* drink: sunkist or code red 66.* fast food place: quiznos 67.* flower: pink carnations 68.* food: chicken 69.* grade: eighth grade 70.* gum: trident spearmint 71.* holiday: Christmas… 72.* ice cream: brownie batter 73.* month: hmm...i'll say february 74.* movie: ghost 75.* number: 24 76.* potato chip: I don’t like potato chips 77.* relative: not sure, katie 78.* restaurant: frisch's 79.* room in house: mine 80.* salad dressing: ranch 81.* season: Fall or spring 82.* shampoo: garnier fructis 83.* sport: football 84.* state: florida, palm trees are awesome 85.* store: khols 86.* subject: theatre 87.* time of day: night 88.* tv show: saved by the bell 89.* year: 2004   ~ This or that ~ 90.* action OR kids movie: action 91.* addition OR subtraction:  addition 92.* apple OR banana: banana 93.* bacon bits OR croutons: croutons 94.* basketball OR baseball: basketball 95.* basketball OR bowling: basketball 96.* birthday OR Christmas: both 97.* blonde OR brunette: brunettes 98.* blonde OR red: red 99.* cake OR pie: both 100.* campfire OR fireplace: either 101.* candlelight OR lamp: depends 102.* car OR plane: car 103.* car OR truck: car 104.* cat OR dog: shih poo 105.* chicken OR hamburger: both 106.* chocolate OR vanilla: chocolate 107.* Christmas OR Easter: Christmas 108.* Christmas Eve OR New Year’s Eve:  New Year's Eve 109.* Christmas lights OR tinsel: lights 110.* Cocoa Puffs OR Cocoa Crispies: crispies 111.* coffee OR hot chocolate: hot chocolate 112.* coffee OR tea: tea 113.* cold OR hot: cold, because you can only take off so much when it's hot, but no matter how cold it is, you can keep piling the clothes on 114.* cookies OR cake: cookies 115.* curly OR straight: straight 116.* dark OR light: dark 117.* day OR night: night 118.* denim OR silk: denim 119.* Eastview mall OR Irondequoit mall: never heard of either, but a mall is a mall and i like em 120.* ferris wheel OR haunted house: mmmm i like them both so much 121.* fish OR bird: bird 122.* flowers OR candy: flowers 123.* freedom OR money: freedom 124.* Friday night OR Saturday night: either 125.* fries OR mashed potatoes: mashed potatoes 126.* glasses OR contacts: neither 127.* golf OR football: football 128.* green OR blue: blue 129.* hamster OR guinea pig: hamster 130.* happy OR sad: happy 131.* here OR there: there 132.* hockey OR tennis: hockey 133.* IM OR phone: IM 134.* in OR out: out 135.* laughter OR tears: laughter, even tho sometimes laughter causes tears 136.* Lays OR Doritos: doritos 137.* living room OR kitchen: living room 138.* long OR short hair: middle 139.* long OR short nails: long 140.* mall OR movie: movies 141.* marker OR pen: pen 142.* meow OR bark: meow 143.* microwave OR oven: oven 144.* moonlight OR sunlight: moonlight 145.* mountains OR hills: mountains 146.* multiplication OR division: multiplication 147.* Nike OR Adidas: adidas 148.* numbers OR letters: letters 149.* ocean OR lake: either 150.* on OR off: on 151.* pajamas OR clothes: either 152.* palm trees OR evergreens: PALM TRESS ARE AWESOME lol i am such a dork 153.* peanut butter OR jelly: both, together, with bread 154.* pen OR pencil: pen 155.* Pepsi OR Coke: pepsi 156.* picnic OR dinner: picnic 157.* pig OR cow: cow 158.* pink OR purple: pink 159.* plaid OR solid: solid 160.* pop OR water: both 161.* popularity OR kindness: kindness 162.* princess OR angel: angel 163.* radio OR cd: cd 164.* rain OR snow: snow 165.* real Christmas tree OR fake one:  either 166.* red roses OR white roses: both 167.* romance movie OR drama: either 168.* roses OR tulips: roses 169.* scary movie OR comedy: scary movies are the best 170.* Scooby Doo OR Piglet: scooby doo 171.* shoes on OR off: off 172.* shop online OR offline: offline 173.* short OR tall: middle 174.* shower OR bath: shower 175.* silver OR gray: silver 176.* single rose OR a dozen roses: either or… im a one for the thought not the quantity 177.* smell OR taste: smell 178.* smiles OR frowns: smiles 179.* snow OR sun: sun 180.* soccer OR volleyball: futbol 181.* socks OR shoes: shoes 182.* spring OR summer: spring 183.* Sprite OR Mountain Dew: Mt. Dew 184.* strawberry OR raspberry: strawberry 185.* stripes OR polka dots: stripes 186.* sugar OR spice: both 187.* talking OR writing: either 188.* tropical island OR big city: either or 189.* truth OR dare: both 190.* TV OR video: video 191.* video OR DVD: dvd 192.* Wal-mart OR K-mart: walmart 193.* waffles OR pancakes: both 194.* white chocolate OR regular chocolate: dark chocolate 195.* Winnie the Pooh OR Eeyore: not a fan of either 196.* winter OR fall: Fall 197.* younger OR older: older   ~ Have you ever ~ 198.* been grounded?  yep 199.* been in the hospital (as a patient)? yes 200.* been on a plane?  nope 201.* been on a trampoline? yes 202.* been scared to get a shot? no 203.* been to an ocean?  yes, finally!!! 204.* broken the law? yes 205.* bungee jumped?  no, but i want to so bad! 206.* cheated on a test?  not that i can remember 207.* chickened out on a rollercoaster? : nope, i love all rollercoasters 208.* climbed a tree? : yes 209.* climbed out of a window (in your house)? : yes 210.* cried during a movie? : yup 211.* cried in public? I try not to, i don't think i have 212.* cried to get out of something? : not that i know of

Posted at 10/26/2004 3:47:49 am by krumbin04
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I'M SOOOOO SORE!!!!

my weekend has been pretty good. friday, i went to a haunted house with vanessa and lauren. it was awesome! then i ended up staying the night with michael. i was so tired that night. saturday, i called in to work, b/c i didn't have a ride. i ended up going to lauren's house, vanessa's house, the mall. then ryan showed up to get me vanessa and lauren. we went to lauren's house to get a bed, and then to cincinnati, to ryan and chris's apartment. chris was the guy who wrote and taught our guard routine to us my senior year. it was fun stayin the night with them. we stayed up until 4am. CRAZY! we got up at 7am. bleh...was that a stupid idea or what?! well, we went to Ryle High School, in KENTUCKY. we had guard rehearsal from 9ish to 6pm. bleh! it was so fun though! the dance and the routine, even tho it was crazy fast. chris told me halfway through the day that i was really good (even tho i think i'm pretty bad). ryan kept going, WOO GO MINDY! every time we performed. lol. it was fun. it was hard work though...really hard. well, i made the guard, which is AWESOME. i didn't realize how much i missed it until then. we are going to be going to the world championships! isn't that awesome?? which just so happens to be held in dayton ohio, if anybody would like to go, i'll get the info to you before it happens. anyway...after guard, we went back to chris and ryan's apartment. chris sat down by me and told me how great i did that day and how extatic he is that i'm in his guard, and he told me that no matter what, he is going to help me in every way to pay for it b/c he really wants me in his guard. and he said he will drive all the way to dayton just to pick me up so i can go to rehearsals and such. he's awesome. oh, and he said he hates mrs kellum with a passion. he was so hurt when he went to one of our competitions and the whole routine had been changed. that's why he said hell no when they asked him if he'd come back this year. anywayz, i got home late sunday night. i was so sore already! today, i hurt sooo bad, i couldn't go to any classes. i could not walk. it was horrible. it took me at least 20 minutes to walk to and from the bathroom. the actual in bathroom time was like a minute. the rest was just the walk to and from. i woke up like, every half hour last night, b/c i would move, and it would hurt so much i would wake up. bleh :( tomorrow i definitely need to go to class, i have a quiz. and it's only one class...i think i'll survive. today i talked to jairo for like 2 to 2 1/2 hours. that was crazy. i haven't talked on the phone that long in forever...years at least. and it's usually sarah. it was nice though. i like talking to him a lot. he's such a dork tho..but that's ok, b/c i like that. :) well i'm going to get off now...i'll update some more later on this month....heh

Posted at 10/26/2004 1:19:19 am by krumbin04
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10.17.2004
my weekend

well then. my weekend has been alright. friday, sarah came and visited me up here at school. :) that was fun. we watched a movie in michael's room. after that, we went to my room and got drunk. it was fun, then not so fun. i never want to drink again...jess, i thought about you way too much. lol. let's just say, for the first time ever, the toilet was my best friend. saturday, me, michael, justin and vanessa went to kings island. we got there around 4 ish and stayed until 1140 ish. it was fun. VERY cold. but fun. we went to fearfest. psycho path was the only thing i participated in. it was soo scary..ha. not really. jairo called me while i was standing in line for some haunted house. i left the line to meet up with him at vortex. he got me a bracelet for sweetest day. it was so sweet. i like it a lot. but after that, he went home and we headed toward FOF. after riding, me and michael were waiting for the rest of the gang, cuz we got on the one before them. my bracelet came undone..but in my sleeve. i put it back on and we went to the racers. me and vanessa rode the backwards racer, while justin and michael rode the forwards. i had my arms up in the air and the bracelet fell off. not only did it fall off my arm, it fell out of the ride. i was sooooo upset. i freaked out. i got out of the train and searched it hoping i would find it. i didn't. then i had to fill out a lost articles paper. i asked if there was any chance of actually getting it back, because it is so small, and he said yes. when they find it they are going to give it to me at work. i hope they find it. i like it a lot. well, i told jairo that i lost it and now he isn't talking to me. i don't know if it's on purpose or what. but it makes me sad. me and marcia are going shopping thursday. hehe. i am going to get some warm stuff. MY BUILDING IS SOO FLIPPIN COLD! i'm about to freeze to death. well that's all i'm going to say for now...night everyone

Posted at 10/17/2004 10:57:10 pm by krumbin04
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10.11.2004
bleh

here i am...sitting all alone. i'm so bored. amber went home for the night...it's her sister's birthday. mandee went to the movies with jake and smalls (john). exciting. i am just listening to music. well...what's new in my life? only a couple more weekends until the end of kings island for this season. can't wait. me and jairo broke up. i'm not going to go into details. i have cried soo much this past week. i hate it. i really need to get my grades up in school. there are soo many distractions here, it's hard to study. i need to go and hideaway in the library or something. the way michael put it, where you would think there would be a little hiding place, it has a desk and a chair. every nook and cranny. i have found a new music group i like. guster. it's interesting. i like it. i don't know any songs yet, but i've heard the cds. michael and mandee both have been playing them like crazy. mandee has been having jenna teach her to be black. lol. then mandee showed wade her new found blackness and he told her that if she go up to a black person and talk like that she's gonna get her ass kicked. she wants him to teach her the real way to act black. lol. she cracks me up.  i'm going to post some songs now. just for you...




Amazed....Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you


Love is only a feeling...darkness
the first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
and i knew that to you and into your life i had to get
i felt light headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
an assault my defences systematically failed to withstand
cuz you came at a time
when the persuit of one true love
in which to fall
was the be all and end all

love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
when i'm in your arms i start believing
(it's here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
anyway

the state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
i had seen, i had touched, i had tasted, and i truly believed

that light of my life
would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
just to beam on you and i

love is only a felling
(drifting away)
when i'm in your arms i start believing
(it's here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
anyway
anyway

love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
and we've got to stop ourselves believing
(it's here to stay)
cuz love is only a feeling
anyway

Posted at 10/11/2004 5:55:43 pm by krumbin04
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10.4.2004
something i found

the first poem is written by my cousin, to her sister. the second is written by sarah f, to my cousin and the 3 others who died with her, jesse, lester, and jennifer. these made me cry, but i wanted to share them anyway...

In Memory of Tasha Schnelle
You are always with us...
***Written by Amber Schnelle***
Do you believe in angels
Do you really think they fly
Do you think they ride skateboards
Across a big ramp in the sky
Four teens died on an outing
it was to be their last date
Two couples gone to heaven
Their future sealed by fate
Four pairs of wings flying
High up in the sky
Two sons, two daughters
Everyone saying their goodbyes
We heard, we cried
Oh no it can't be true
So young, so little time lived
So much still to do
Two skaters, a singer, one who loved art
The clouds slightly parted
The race is to start
Lester and Jessie on boards up front
Tasha and Jenny are still watching
As their boyfriends do stunts
Toghether forever in our hearts they will stay
To the families left grieving?
For all we will pray
Now do you believe in angels?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In The Very End...
By skittlesttr_81202@yahoo.com
No one knows
What they could've been
If they got the chance to live again
All so young
And all so free
We'll never know
How things should be
Where will they be
During special times
We'll enjoy their company
Only in our minds
They won't greet us again
As we walk through the door
And their beautiful smiles
We'll see no more
Our arms will no longer
Get to hold them tight
Accept in the dreams
We'll have at night
There they may visit
And sit with us and talk
And take away our pain
As side-by-side we walk
They'll tell us the stories
Of what heavens like
And that they can't wait
Till we take that flight
They'd say not to rush
And to live the very best
Cause you'll never know
You're time to rest
They'd tell us not to mourn
To set all that aside
To forget about their deaths
and celebrate their lives
for I'm in God's hands now
There's no better place to be
I loved my life with you
But here I'm truly free
I will never say goodbye
Because there is no need
You will find me again
Just let your heart take the lead
Our way will be guided
By our fantastic four
They'll be the first to greet us
As we walk through His door
We'll hug their necks and kiss their cheeks
Never saying goodbye again
We'll be stuck side-by-side
In the very end
Tasha,Lester,Jessie, and Jenny
Last updated 9/30/03 by Sarah F.

Posted at 10/4/2004 2:26:24 pm by krumbin04
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9.19.2004
pretty good weekend

my weekend was pretty good. hopefully you got that out of the title. lol. well friday.....my dad was suppose to pick me up from school at 4. jairo and tank were going to be at my house at 6. i live an hour and 15 minutes away from my school. my parent's didn't get to my dorm until 5:45ish. jairo and tank had to spend an hour with my sisters. surprisingly they had fun. they played soccer most of the time. well, i think sam, erin and jairo did. tank just made fun. then we went to the game. it was fun. i intruduced him to sooooo many people. he doens't remember half of them. lol. i was so happy to see him after 3 weeks. then, saturday i worked an all day. i was in charge over a manager in training. lol. after work me and jairo went to robyn's goodbye from pki party. but before we left he was like i have to go to the bathroom and i was like ok and he was in the wardrobe bathroom for forever! i had thought he had fell in! then he finally came out and he was holding a bag. and he was like here. and i'm like, ok, and i open it and it's a teddy bear! it's a ty beanie named romance....pink :). it's sooo cute! he is sooooo sweet. it's for our second month. i still don't know how i got so lucky. :) :) :) well we went to the "party" and then i went home with marcia. little dog slept with me. so did my teddy bear. lol. i know, i'm such a dork. i can't help it. well, sunday, today, i went to work. fun. didn't work with jairo at all. that's ok. i'll live. every saturday for the rest of the season i am an all day...and i'm in charge. isn't that awesome???? hopefully the managers will be like, well, she's practically a supervisor, why not just promote her???? you know how awesome that would be? very. hopefully it happens. i can always hope...

Posted at 9/19/2004 6:13:29 pm by krumbin04
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9.17.2004
woooooooooo

i have been so bored today. i hate this computer cuz the spacebar doesn't work. half of the computer's spacebars don't work very well. grrrrr. anywayz.. i don't really know what to write about, but i'm sure i'll find something to ramble on with. we had a lovely fire drill yesterday. there were several girls outside in just towels. funny stuff. we have the cops here almost nightly. like, 3 days ago, the ambulance was here b/c someone was trying to commit suicide by cutting their wrists. i didn't see it, but i heard about it. the next day i was talking to my friend scotty...his real name is jason, but for some reason his nickname is scotty, he doesn't even know why. well, he's a weird fella...like, he's nice and hilarious. he calls me pinky cuz when he met me i was wearing a pink sweatshirt. well he was like, did you hear about the ambulances and stuff last night? and i was like yeah. and he pulled down his wristband and showed me his cuts. he was like, it was for me. andi'm like omgsh are you ok? i really didn't know what to say cuz i'm not used to my friends cutting themselves. he said yes. then he hugged me and left. it's sad. and then this guy who did live in my building was threatening his roommate so he was kicked out of our building and he's not allowed in...and he keeps coming back. the reason of the fire drill yesterday was to find him. they did. they took him away. then last night, the cops were here again for the guy...evan. he was in the building again. it's crazy. then there are the regular reasons for the police.....drinking and such. last night i stayed up until 3 am talking to michael (CA for the second floor) and amber and jess. it was hilarious. we made up a story. pass the love pillow. lol. we went to his room and i tried to sleep in his hammock. i love that thing, it's sooo comfortable. jake....mandee's guy....undressed my reptar. i was shocked to hear that. man i'm hungry. i'm going to the football game tonight! wooo! so is jairo and tank. lol. then i get to work all day tomorrow and an open on sunday. woo again! anywayz, i think i'm going to go get me some food. later!

Posted at 9/17/2004 2:45:10 pm by krumbin04
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9.9.2004
sarah, i'm updating biotch!

so i've moved into my dorm now and i've started my classes. i love college. i recommend it to everyone. lol. living in a dorm is awesome. i've made so many friends. like, everyone on my side of the floor, and a lot of guys from the 4th floor. my classes aren't so bad. i dropped french today. try to go from mrs kellums, lets read a lot of french but not really speak it class, to the teacher who only speaks french to you. yeah, kind of difficult. i couldn't understand her at all. next quarter i'm going to try for spanish, which is what i wanted to take in the first place. if not, i'll just go to french 101. i'm going to the sept 17th game at blan. i hope we actually win this time, cuz i'm actually taking jairo and it's his first football game ever. :) welp, i'm finished for now....sorry i didn't write about anything interesting...haha

Posted at 9/9/2004 2:41:01 pm by krumbin04
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8.16.2004
sarah giving lizard face while makin bacon in macon after tickling the crap outta me

What is your favorite..
gum: trident spearment 
restaurant: o charley's
drink: code red mt dew
season: spring
type of weather: cool but not cold
emotion: happiness
thing to do on a half day: sleep
late-night activity: sleep
sport: to watch: football
city: orlando
store: every store that i can buy stuff at
When was the last time you..
cried: last monday, b/c of my asshole dad
played a sport: hmm..
laughed: i laugh all the time
hugged someone: i hugged erin earlier today
kissed someone: i don't remember...a couple of days ago...
felt depressed:  hmm,  i dunno
felt angry: everytime i'm near my dad
felt overworked: this past week at work
faked sick: hmm i don't remember
lied: not sure
What was the last..
word you said: say
thing you ate: apple jacks
song you listened to: the first cut its the deepest
thing you drank: milk
place you went to: work 
movie you saw: little black book 
movie you rented: 13 going on 30 
concert you attended: o town...the one and only conert i've been to 
Who was the last person you..
hugged: erin 
cried over: i'm not sure
kissed: jairo 
danced with:  don't remember 
shared a secret with: sarah probably
had a sleepover with: sarah and stef 
called: sarah 
went to a movie with: sarah and megan  in downtown disney
saw: sam
were angry with: my dad 
couldn't take your eyes off of: jairo
obsessed over:  i dunno 
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: Yea, by myself lol 
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: no 
partied 'til the sun came up: sure have
had a movie marathon: yea
gone too far on a dare: no
spun until you were immensely dizzy: not that i remember
taken a survey quite like this before: no

well for an update....i got back from florida on the 8th around 9ish pm. adam called me at about 11:30 that night to inform me tha twe were going to be working an all day on monday. fun stuff...so i've worked 4 all days this past week. my day off was to leave at 7 am and drive to wright state with my family (mom and dad) to get my schedule. it's pretty nice...4 classes, psych, history 101, french 102, and theatre. plus 2 hours for my study group. i was exhausted this last week. went to megans for a while on wednesday after i got back from wright state. hung out with matt, sarah, preston and megan. friday was my only open shift, and i went to sarah's after for a little party. it was just me stef and sarah. it was fun. we crashed at like, midnight tho. lol. i woke up for yet another all day. wahoo. sunday i was off...b/c i was going to hour violate. fun stuff. i slept until 4 pm. i didn't get home until 2 that morning. i'm beginning to hate my dad more and more each day.  if he doesn't stop being such a racist ass hole again jairo and me for dating jairo i'm going to kick him in the balls. monday morning, i woke up and after my shower, my dad started screaming at me b/c i was  working an all day and i needed to clean my room or something and blah blah blah. i just stayed in the bathroom, mostly ignoring him. then while he was  in the kitchen making his coffee he  was loudly talking to himself, so we could hear (oh, he had woken sherri up to yell at her too) and he was talking about how he couldn't believe his daughters these days, blahblahblah, and then he was like, oh, and i can't believe tha tone of my daughters is dating a nigger. soon there are going to be nigger babies running around. i about lost it. i walked out of the bathroom after throwing my toothbrush down on the sink and my sister came out and was like, um, i don't think there' s anyone in this family dating a black guy. i just walked back in the bathroom, finished brushing my teeth, gathered m y stuff  and went outside to wait for adam to pick me up. all the while i was crying. it hurt how he'd say something about someone i liked so much. even tho i don't give a shit what he thinks and if he doesn't like me going out with someone who isn't white, he has no right to say something like that to me. even if it wasn't to me. it was directed loud enough for me to hear, which was what he wanted. i was still crying when adam picked me up for work. i told jairo that my dad was a racist ass hole. he was upset about that, because he reall y wanted to be liked by my parents. i didn't tell him exactly what my dad said, but i  just told him my dad didn't like anyone that wasn't white. and i didn't care what my dad thought. jairo is so sweet. i still don't know  how i managed to get someone like him, but i'm glad i did. he got me a bracelet. it's so pretty. i've never gotten something from a boyfriend before. i like it a lot...i wear it all the time. other than my dad, i think i'm happy at the moment.

Posted at 8/16/2004 3:30:05 pm by krumbin04
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